Sadly, it seems I have picked a crappy week to try FLYing again. Apparently Josh has to work extra hours at church - I forgot that this weekend was 'Friendship Sunday' - and so he'll be working probably every evening.
I started feeling sick yesterday. Bad headaches, horrible stomach pains, hot flashes...I came home again at 10 pm and fell straight into the bed. I didn't even get a chance to do my distance healing and for that I apologize. I just felt so bad, I couldn't even Reiki myself.
This morning I tried brushing my teeth and when I went for the backteeth, I totally threw up. It made me feel a little better, but not much. Morning routine is not done, but I'm waiting for my whites to finish (aka panties and bras), and then I will make myself get dressed to the shoes anyway. I'm also going to try to *shine my freaking sink*! It's killing me that it's not done yet.
Oddly enough, I keep getting emails from an old FlyLady group I belonged to a couple years back. I think it's my local group. I started getting these emails Monday, the day after I resumed FLYing. I know I said I wouldn't sign up for the emails until I was ready, but they just started coming to me. I'm wondering if this is a sign. The first email was about a local FLYfest (meeting) coming up. The next two were about Babysteps towards making your Control Journal. I've done part of this already. I'm wondering whether I should continue with my plan to go on slowly at my own pace, or go ahead and jump in with the local folks who are apparently starting over at the very same time I'm starting again.
I always say there are no coincidences.
Perhaps it will take meditation. I don't want to jump in too fast and get burnt out again, and you all can see that I'm a slow-to-starter.